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Farhana
Nicknamed: Farbrena/Farna/Fana.
Republic Poly
studying Diploma in Biomedical Electronics
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a retired dancer: Malay Dance & Hip Hop. :D
currently pursuing a new field: sports (football)
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i haven't been updating my blo, have i? anyway, here's the photo of the Barney that i think i promised.


we're being super meanies uh. haha!

oh, i went to SISPEC yesterday. surprisingly, one of the officers allowed us to take photos with one of their men. can't remember his name though but he was used as a model during of the stations: Night Vision or erm N/SEAS which stands for...mini Night Single-Eye Acquisition Sight. yea, that long. haha. oh, and the model's not bad looking even under all those equipments and camouflage. :D here's him with my friends. i was too shy to take with him:


he's freaking tall i tell ya!! i'm like at his freaking shoulder lar! *farhana goes high*

okayy... better stop. haha. wha, this week i felt like i've overworked myself during training. never have i felt this tired or aching before when Faz took over. all thanks to Coach Ferouz. =) by Wednesday's training, i couldn't really chase after the balls much 'cause i felt tired like so fast. maybe 'cause i was put to asa Centre Midfielder suddenly and since i wasn't used to it, it got me damn tired hence the 'overwork-ness' ? i guess.

and just now's training was fun too. and i think that my juggling has improved from i-dunoo-how-to-do-this-shit to i-can-do-this-shit already! for some of you who has seen me when i started playing ball, you can tell uh. i'm soooo happy uh!

okok, back to what i wanted to say. we had a 2-aside game and i was placed as left wing since Cat wanted to play back. i was given the choice to play either in the centre, left or right but since Bernice plays on the centre and ShaSha on the right, i took the left ah. i guess i can say that i did improve in a way that my first touches and 'visions' are better than before but my reaction is still kinda slow. haha. I KNOW I KNOW. i guess we need to have more communication uh. like shout Man On or Turn. there were times when i dunno if i should turn or pass back and stuff hence i feel stuck and i just hold onto the ball and think where to pass. by then, opponents come already. guess we really need to work on that a lot, man. just a suggestion uh.

so tomorrow the girls gonna have a match against Singapore American School. they're of a better physique than us so hopefully none will be injured. all the best la girls. try your best. :) imagine i'm there 'cause i most prolly won't be coming. :( sorry guys.

k, nothing much to talk about.

Out.

*dier tegur kape you... =) *

Labels: barney, football, sispec

GREAT DAY!

gaming day!

got my E44R friends to come my place to have xbox 360 sessions. the mastermind was super late this time. so all the rest did were to play PGR and Ghost Recon 2. Dilhan and Zhong Han sure had a hard time playing with my bro 'cause he soooo totally reminds me of Joker. kill all the enemies then kill his own team member. lol. back stabber.

oh, once Isaac came with Halo 3. we started playing a tournament. who kills the most number of time wins. at first, i was leading. then i gave the controller to my bro and he owned Zhong Han, Dilhan and Aslam. but guess what, Isaac took over Aslam and there goes Isaac. he managed to catch up with the score that my bro was leading with. from then on, everyone was like: " GET AWAY FROM BONGO!!!" and " RUN!!! BONGO'S BEHIND YOU!" hahaha. oh, Bongo was the username that Isaac had. lol. HILARIOUS i tell ya.

then after Isaac and Jac left, dad wanna play a game of football with us. so it was a 2 team game. me and Zhong Han, Aslam and dad. during the 1st half, it was my team that was leading but they managed to equalised. and after extra time, they won 4-2. like WTH! hahaha. and i had a lot of chances BUT i missed all my shots! WTH!! sucks ar! but but, it was fun 'cause everyone did the same reaction, which was : " OOHHH!!!!" . hahaha. everytime when either of us missed a shot, we'd say it.

then, they all left for home. it's great to have them around. E44R. great people. though there were times like as if we're not soooo united but actually we kinda are. today was an example. i'm gonna miss you guys for sure. but thanks for the fun guys! you guys are awesome!

anyway, i FINALLY managed to watch The Dark Knight on Sunday. i must say that the movie was the bestest and the most stressful one that i've ever watched. all those times when Joker gave Batman a damn hard time, it kinda affected me too. thoughts like: what will Batman do next? what's gonna happen if he does whatever he's gonna do? i know, you might say that it's just a movie, why think so much? but it's FREAKING BATMAN! MY HERO! MY ALL TIME FAVE CARTOON CHARACTER!! he uses nothing but his own brain. omgomgomgomgomg... oh oh, but i can't simply hate Joker either. he's freaking smart too! i loved his dialogues much!

" why so serious?"

" i don't plan. i'm not a schemer. i just do things."

" how many of your friends have i killed? 6? *mouthing it *"

A STANDING OVATION to the Late Mr Heath Ledger for the outstanding performance he made for the movie. there were times when i nearly wanna cry 'cause he's like awesomely awesome! *farhana going nuts* i wonder if the Oscars or what ever gave him an award 'cause he deserved it. like seriously.

and before i go, shouldn't put my hopes high on you. let's stay this way. :)

out.

Labels: dark knight, gaming, xboxb 360

and guess what, bestie-einn said that my laughter reminds her of Squidward. -_- WTH! like that lar now...

went to watch the girls play their league match at NYP. i thought i wouldn't get lost but naah, i kinda did. they need to do some changes to the signage man. it misled me totally. so much for " follow the signage".

finally found my way, thanks to Zul. what a day to have a match, man. it was raining kinda heavily for a moment. if i were to play, it'll be hard for me to put my best in the game. distractions 'cause of the rain. yea, maybe excuses but what the hell. hope we can train when it's raining and stuff so we can get use to it. oh! and did i mentioned i love wet field? haha. it's nicer to slide on it. when you fall, it doesn't hurt! so yea.. i've tried that before with Marjie. think i tripped or something and we both fell together. it was an awesome fall. i started laughing when i did and just laid there til Ahad told me to recover. lol. syiok ar! can't wait for another fall. :) i know i'm weird.

life's getting better now. i don't feel as down as i was before. guess i'm getting over it. but let's just see what's gonna happen on Sunday. gonna watch Dark Knight with bestie-einn and Iman at The Cathay. i know, we're damn slow but better late than never. HEATH LEDGER YAW! digressing.. yar, so let's wait and see uh. hope everything will go the way i want it to be.

got some tips from a friend of mine on how to get over breakups. hope it works 'cause it does for him. oh well.. we'll see. OH! and i saw people that i didn't wanna see today. like the twins of the hot fudge and THAT NP GAL that we all hate/dislike/despise. what a day, seriously. WHAT A DAY.

out.

Labels: breakups, dark knight, einn, football

i HATE you

so much for promise we'll be best friends. gosh. hey...

i saw Daniel's twin!! hahaha. i forgot the actor's name uh. i searched for him yesterday night and forgot the name. :) he acted in the show called Women in the Sun. he acted as Dong Wu. here he is:



ok la, right here not so obvious. in the show, it is! and this is Daniel:



can't find any photos of him alone except for this. lol.

see the face? same right? hahaha.

anyway, the actor's facial expression in the show and all. OMG, soooo reminds me of Daniel lar! it's freaky at some point though. imagine Daniel did what ever that actor did. :| no no no, cannot imagine. ahahaa.

oh oh, this afternoon, i watched the Men's Table Tennis match. it was a Korea vs Nigeria match. i must say that it was an underdog's game. his name is Segun Toriola. he's good. it was a draw at first: 3-3. and he lost the match by 1-2 points i think. wasted uh but he got a standing ovation by the spectators. too bad his country doesn't support the sport. damn sad ah. here he is:



he should come to Singapore. haha! at least got some supporters here. :D

out.

Labels: daniel lookalike, toriola

i wonder if my player is actually working. oh well..

anyway, the hols are okay. nothing much uh. didn't really go out and stuff much. just awaiting for this Sunday's Movie outing, which i hope i can go, and the coming Monday XBOX 360 outing at my place. oh, i heard Miley Cyrus's new song. i think it's new unless i'm so outdated. i guess some of you have heard it, it's called 7 things. and to some of you, yes i wanna mention it. anyhoos, kinda catchy and the lyrics. *sigh* i dunno uh, but most of the songs that i listened to these days are like along that line, if you get what i mean.

here's the lyrics:

(Sha, sha, sha)
I probably shouldn't say this, but at times I get so scared
When I think about the previous relationship we shared
I was awesome, but we lost it
It's not possible for me not to care
But now we're standing in the rain, but nothing's ever gonna change until you hear, mt dear

The 7 things I hate about you!
The 7 things I hate about you!
Oh, you!
Your vain, your games, your insecure!
You love me, you like her!
You make me laugh, you make me cry!
I don't know which side to buy!
Your friends, their jerks!
When you act like them just know it hurts!
I want to be with the one I know!
And the 7th thing i hate the most that you do!
You make me love you...
(Sha)

I's awkward and it's silent as I wait for you to say
What I need to hear now is your sincere apology
When you mean it. I'll believe it
If you text it, I'll delete it
Lets be clear
Oh, I'm not coming back
Your taking 7 steps here

The 7 things I hat about you!
Your vain, your games, your insecure!
You love me, you like her!
You make me laugh!
You make me cry!
I don't know which side to buy!
Your friends, their jerks!
when you act like them just know it hurts!
I want to be with the one I know!
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do!
You make me love you!

And compared to all the great things that would take to long to write
I probably should mention the 7 that I like

The 7 things I like about you!
Your hair, your eyes, your old Levi's!
When we kiss, I'm hipnotized!
You make me laugh!
You make me cry!
But I guess that's both I'll have to buy!
Your hands in mine!
When we're intertwined everything's alright!
I want to be with the one I know!
And the 7th thing I like the most that you doooo!
You make me love you!
(Sha)

oh, the journey back home last night was weird but it's cool ( and annoying as ever). like they say: memories will stay as memories. right now, i've gotta move on with life and get back on track. and i can't wait to learn silat. i wonder how i'd do. :S and i better do something about my EC listing again. it got empty, thanks. lol.

and, thanks for everything.

out.

*he'sback...*

Labels: 7 things, miley cyrus

i was wondering why Duffy was like crying in her Warwick Avenue vid. now i know.. lol

When I get to Warwick Avenue
Meet me by the entrance of the tube
We can talk things over a little time
Promise me you wont step out of line

When I get to Warwick Avenue
Please drop the past and be true
Don’t think we’re okay
Just because I’m here
You hurt me bad but I won't shed a tear

I’m leaving you for the last time baby
You think you’re loving,
But you don’t love me
I’ve been confused
Outta my mind lately,
You think you’re loving,
But I want to be free, baby
You’ve hurt me.

When I get to Warwick Avenue
We’ll spend an hour but no more than two
Our only chance to speak once more
I showed you the answers, now here’s the door.

When I get to Warwick Avenue
I’ll tell you baby that we’re through!

I’m leaving you for the last time baby
You think you’re loving,
But you don’t love me
I’ve been confused
An outta my mind lately
You think you’re loving,
But you don’t love me
I want to be free,
Baby you’ve hurt me.

All the days spent together
I wished for better,
But I didn’t want the train to come
Now it’s departed, I’m broken hearted
Seems like we never started
All those days spent together
When I wished for better
And I didn’t want the train to come.
Oh, no.

You think you’re loving
But you don’t love me
I want to be free, baby
You’ve hurt me
You don’t love me
I want to be free
Baby you’ve hurt me

oh well... random post.

*comebackquick*

Labels: duffy, warwick avenue

gah! the day today is like super hot. okay, maybe not hot, HUMID. though it rained but it was still humid after that! grr...

the hols have started about a week ago and so i think i'll be posting some updates soon. about how bored i am, that is. so so so, how's Monday? it's okay uh. mum made me woke up at 8.5oAM. WHA!!!! freaking early! and it's not like i'm going to school you know. i just HATE waking up at anytime before 9.30am. distruption of my sleep. i kinda drag the time, made mum went nuts about me still sleeping until around 10am, then i went to bathe. hahaa. yea, that's me. the only time that i wake up damn early is if i have competition or trainings coming up. hahaha.

and the rest of the day was: sleep, sleep and more sleeping. hahah! super tired lar. make me wake up so early some more uh.

did i mention about going to a baby's birthday party? anyway, it was bestie-einn nephew, Aryan's birthday and it was super fun. it was themed football so hell yea it's fun! hahaha. the little kiddos there were extremely adorable. i'll post some photos up here when i do get my hands on them. oh oh! guess who came? BARNEY! HAHAHAHA! me, einn and her cousin fiqah kinda mocked at the Barney and managed to snap a photo of us mocking him. hahaha. and, i was dubbed best keeper. :D thanks Ref! hahaha. we played football barefoot at the field nearby the bungalow, and i've got myself a wound. i dunno what sliced my poor toe but it's alright now. it's healing. the pain was actually unbearable but hey, anything for football. hahaha.

oh, i have one photo of one of the babies. it's NURIN!



OMG. she's super small and cute, i wana crush her into a ball just for being too cute. hahaha! ok, doesn't make sense but oh well...

out.

*whee~* i seriously am damn lazy to blog about anything, even if there are any huge issue that arises, i am still damn lazy to update.

just wanna say that i've never felt light and relieved for a very long time.

and yes, bestie... i'm back on track. :)

out.

Labels: relieve

wednesday, wednesday.

went to Tekong for my CE Activity thingy. erm.. boringgggggg. i wanted some ACTION-PACKED stuff but all we got were general stuff that i think i might know even before i stepped into BMTC. anyway, the place's totally reminds me of a secondary school+ HDB flat. hahaha. well, the name says it all dunnit?

i guess the only fun experience was the ferry ride. lol i kinda puked during the journey back to mainland. hahaa. head was too stress but i made it through. hah.

for clarification on the situation that i'm in now. well, it's still super duper complicated. it's beginning to feel like it's some sort of an open relationship to me. just don't want any strings to be attached, really. i'm beginning to have phobias about it. complicated life but... things are starting to be at ease now. SMS counter should lower than before, i hope. getting worried that dad would be fuming when he sees the bill. :S

can't really sleep right now. and it's like 2.45am now. kinda keeping bestie-einn company while she burns the midnight oil to do her... erm.. website... umm... thingy for her attachment. i find that her Sup and Boss are kinda cool yet professional. coolshidd ah.

k uh. dunno what to blog about too now.

out.

and to einn: dier dah tak layan... :( gives up hope didn't go to class today! hahaha! and guess how many attended class? i guess it was fit for a team uh. ahah. beat that, man! and i was worried that there'll be 2 people attending the class ah.

the rest of us, well some of us, went to the outdoor basketball court to play... STREET SOCCER! and Marj and Faz kinda saw me there. :S caught red handed but Marjie thought we didn't have school. -_- so much for a Republican, man... haha.

anyway, i took this opportunity to do my shots. one word: FREAKING AWESOME! i feel like i'm freaking improving. i can freaking bring the ball up already. OMG OMG OMG. a worth it outing with E44R. NICE!!

here are some nice photos:


from left: Myra, Zie & Atiqa (Atibelo)


same people with me.


Atibelo, the keeper of the day.


nice shot of Ryan taking his free kick shot.


something for the class to see.


evidence kept. this was done by Atibelo.

and that PRICELESS expression by Myra. OMG. haha! HILARIOUS.

Out.

*1mategulagone*

Labels: e44r outing

life's been great recently. nothing to worry about much. it feels light suddenly.

anyway, i know it's been a long time since i've blogged. i've got nothing to blog much nowadays.

oh, i'm gonna start presenting soon.

out.

Labels: free

life's so marvellous, i don't feel like going home. pretend i posted this yesterday:

WHAT A DAY!

more of WHAT A TIRING DAY!

it was a Hort Park-Bukit Chandu Centre-Alexander Arc-Henderson Waves-Mount Faber-Vivo City excursion.

Hort Park was AWESOME, DUDE! oh, and i think the place can be changed into HOT park instead 'cause it was SUPERBLY HOT. took some photos, here are some of them:




Eng Seng & K getting gay.

Labels: excursion, fun, game

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