Thursday, May 15, 2008 Thursday, May 15, 2008
GAH!!
i'm so darn tired! well, at least i don't do this:
that's like super tired lar. lol
well, nothing much happened today. had Digital Electronics. problem was ok. just that the tiredness caused me to be so 'off' during the meetings at times, i even had the time to watch Mat Noh play Star Wars Lego. you guys should go try and play it or rather watch someone play it. it's SUPER adorable. haha!
oh, RP girls team had a match last night against Kaki Bukit Youth. we lost but i kinda forgot the score. since when i actually remember it? lol. anyway, i wore no. 4 *yay* but dammit lar, no Cesc that night. guess i wasn't mentally prepared. either that or i kinda dread playing at the ending of the 2nd half. told Babe about it and he said that some people are brought in at the last minute as they're charismatic. he's trying to say that these kinda people are the ones that actually make the other team mates feel better and not down all the time because of the score. they are the ones who are much more enthusiastic than the rest and with such enthusiasm, they should be able to make others feel better. in short, they sorta bring the spirits of the team up and not giving up at the end.
when i heard that, i thought:
naah, that can't be me. though i had that enthusiasm when i came in, it sorta went away later on. maybe i should just be thankful that i actually get to play. hmm... whatever it is, i just wanna say that we play WAAAYYYYYY better than we did like last 'season'. i guessed we're like all over the place last time but now, we're like playing a passing game more, we communicate more and when we have a certain idea on how to penetrate through the defense, we would actually do it.
i hope that Faz would put me as a right back in the future. i believe that i can do better at that position. though i've tried left back before, i feel like i don't really know how to play at the left wing 'cause my left leg sucks like $%^&. if Faz ever put me as right back, then i can so continue on the ideas that i wanna practice on. like pumping the ball high using the in-step, connect better with the right mid( SHA SHA!), and hopefully, able to play as wing back just like Clichy. then i can SOOO play 1-2 passes with Sha Sha and if i work on my crossing, then Sha Sha won't have to be the only one that has to cross into the penalty box.
so much visions but i'm afraid that it wont come true. *sigh* well, life's like that sometimes. shit just happens, don't it?
i just hope that i'm able to play just like erm, yea... Clichy. i know i know, i support Man Utd but hey when i see a good player, i can't help it. Clichy's one good wing/left back. he's my idol at the wings. he's just so awesome. Arsenal's damn lucky to have him. :P
alrightey, i wana go play some games! i'm DEPRIVED! haha later.
*iluiluiluiluiluiluiluiluiluiluiluiluiluilu*
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