Thursday, January 31, 2008 Thursday, January 31, 2008
back from supposedly to be self training for tomorrow's Technical, Agility and Speed test. supposedly because i end up playing street with the guys there. lol. played with Mary and boyfie at first. tried out juggling as we suck at it BIG TIME. then Ahad and Coach saw us kicking around, Coach told us to kick the ball to the wall. think it's to make us practise our first touches and stuff. something like ping-pong anf squash. then Zul came and he called us to play. sub 2 of their members uh. 1 from each side. boyfie played too, and the game begins..
i scored 1 goal out of 3-4 chances! like WTH! i soo need to be agressive! just that i dunno how to. since i've been playing street lately, it made me wanna try out being a striker for a day. no right or left midfielder, a striker. it's kinda nice to be a striker. especially when you start to score a lot of goals. it's like uber fun, please.
played street for i dunno how long. didn't even took a break for my feet to rest. boy, that was one big mistake. now, my both legs are sore, injured and tired. i had to drag myself to walk about. like my feet are damn heavy. talking about them, i think i'll better take a rest. i can't even go training tomorrow.
"baek uh Farhana, the best striker"
" nationals ah!"
omg. nonono. though i LOVE praises but not to that extend. haha! but thanks anyway guys. it's fun playing alongside with you. especially that Bukit Batok and the NYP striker guy. FUN! i wana play some more, can?
*someone looked hot when playing football :D *Labels: striker on court
Wednesday, January 30, 2008 Wednesday, January 30, 2008
nothing much to blog about though. and no, i haven't got them photos yet. i have been checking my webmail for it but i got nothing. so yea, we shall wait longer.
it's the last week of school now. will i get the feeling that i wanna cry like i did in sem 1 or not? we shall see. i remembered from my last sem's class, whoever went home on that last day, i felt like crying when i hugged them, especially Jon. i dunno why. maybe 'cause he's like a bro to me. we're like one big family and stuff. wonder if they still remember about it. so when Jon left the class, man.. so sad. i controlled my emotions. act strong la. hahaha. so, we shall see how la.
i dunno what's wrong with me but i tend to like miss boyfie damn fast when i like met him just a few minutes or hours ago. why uh?? anyone knows why?
i planned to skip school this thursday and i dunno where to go. besides finding boyfie's rugby shorts, i still dunno where to go! help please.. thanks.
* hopefully it will happen one day*
Saturday, January 26, 2008 Saturday, January 26, 2008
OMG! yesterday was my best day ever!! it's not about class or what ever, it's about the tournament that i went for! it's called the P.L.A.Y for a Cause tournament. i thought, or rather, most of us thought that we can't really get into the finals. but we were wrong. haha!
my team: Krataeng Daeng (a.k.a Redbull)
Farbrena
Hafiz M
Hafiz Botak (captain)
Fendy
Abdillah
Afiq Kosnan
Suhaimi/ Mimi "Touch Rubgy"
let's start off with the match against West Combine. it was a match with Mary! aahaha! and she nearly tripped me. -_- aha but it's cool. i managed to balance myself. i can't remember how much we won them by but i know that at the start of the game, it was 1-1 'cause there were 2 gals, 1 in each team. when there's a gal, you'll get a point. anyway, if i'm not wrong, it was 3-2 or 2-1. forgot uh. oh, there was once that i was really going for the ball and i didn't see the keeper. he accidentally pushed me down while getting the ball and i fell in a nice way, or so my team mates said. lol! now i got a small grazed on my knee and both my knees ached. :S ahah.
next team, Macnifiqo. it was Budi's team. ahah! remember him? anyway, that match was like so fast for me. all i know was that we won them and that's it. so, next team..
Locus Pocus? i dunno. we anyhow say it. ahah! that's another team that i don't remember the match properly. haha! next team!
Shoot That Bugger! haha! i like their team name. this team is one helluva good team. it consists of Farhana-keeper, Jon, Hisham, Faiz, Afiq Shazni and erm some other guys that i dunno. they played nice football. that match was a semi final and we played like as if it was a final. anyway, we drew 1-1 and i think it lasted for that 10mins. so we went into penalty. all players from each sides shot but no goals. so it was a keeper to keeper penalty. Hisham scored for his team and Abdillah scored for mine. so, it was still 1-1 for penalty. so they discussed. so it was an all girls shootout. Farhana vs Farhana.
i was the keeper at first. i was trembling when Farhana had her 1st and 2nd touch already. she took a shot.. i went to the correct direction but she shot wide. missed. then my team, all the guys were like: " it's yours now. we're depending on you now." man, that scares me A LOT! ok, 1st touch, 2nd touch and TONJOL! almost went it but Farhana got it. dang! so it's still a draw. so the captain from both teams came up with an agreement with the refs and decided to have a coin toss. the coin was tossed and Shoot the Bugger got their choice. Hisham was to be their keeper and one of us was to become our shooter. so we chose Abdillah again since he scored the other time. if he missed this, we'll lose. so, it's all up to him now. and guess what, after a couple of touches, Hisham made a blunder for making a hole at this legs and Abdillah was able to OLE him and he scored! my team, who were sitting down at first, shot up and ran.... up to him. man, i've never felt this tension before! the excitement, the suspence! omgomgomgomg. we're going into the finals baybeh! I LIKE!! XD
next up, The Leftovers. i like their team name too. like a band name. this team is good. but not good enough to block shots from Fendy and if i'm not wrong, Haifz M too. i really... can't remember who shot how many. i nearly scored a shot myself but the keeper, Aidil i think, caught it. Abdillah gave a long shot while i was running up already. i unintentionally kicked the ball towards the goal while i was running. ahah but never scored. dang! ALMOST you know! when the full time whistle was blown, we HI 5-ed each other and kinda celebrated our win. photos are taken and i'm waiting for the officials to put them in the 7days folder. when i have them, i'll put them up here aight..
here's the medal that i got from yesterday. :
gold baybeh...

a closer look.

now it's all complete! Gold, Silver and Bronze. all from Futsal/ Football.
once again, i'm honoured to have joined Krataeng Daeng and played with you guys. it's been a great pleasure. i've learnt a lot of football stuff while playing too and hopefully i'm able to applying this into my training. hope to play with you guys again one day. we make an awesome team la sey!
*i'm still high from yesterday*
Labels: P.L.A.Y for a Cause Futsal
Thursday, January 24, 2008 Thursday, January 24, 2008
gah!
#$%^&*
Thursday, January 24, 2008
i got the photos that Grace took at the Rp vs NP match. i'll go upload the nicer ones.

the team.

team hug, then comes the cheer. lol

scrum? i dunno. haha.

Husain's conversion-before.

Husain's conversion- after.

elijah & Sasi-inseperable. i see someone too!

lunar conversion? XD
okok, lesson time. later.
*a new found sport*
Thursday, January 24, 2008
RP 2-1 Meridian JC
(Yatt, Dylis)
good but freaky. i dreamt that the girls drew with Meridian at the 1st half but after that i'm not too sure 'cause i was awaken by my alarm clock. pfft. woke up with a confident feeling that they wil win, which i'm happy that they did. however, the bad thing is that i also dreamt that Irna will get a very bad injury. i think that her foot was broken or something like that. :S the first thing that i did when i saw her just now was: " injured ah? injured ah?" to ensure that my dream didn't come true. unfortunately, she didn't wanna say anything to me but smile. -_- why smile?? tell!! hopefully you're ok.
i didn't got for the match though. i'm able to train but i'm not really match fit. i'm still having that injury that i got after fighting with my sis the other day, and i still hate her for doing that. anyway, i also had an interview for the upcoming SEG Orientation camp during the March Hols today so yea, i wasn't able to make it. after the interview, boyfie and i didn't know what to do so he called up Zul and asked where he was and stuff. good thing that he had a meeting so we can wait or him but in the end, we watched Zul and some of the soccer guys played street. man, it was hilarious. as funny as the rugby encounter? i dunno but it's still funny!
Rashid did some juggling trick which made the ball land in between his knees, so he's like trapping it with his inner thighs. instead of doing that cool scoop up move which i can't master yet, he squat down and let the ball drop under him before saying: "ayam bertelur, trick baru! (chicken laying eggs, new trick!) " XD OMG how lame can he be? there were A LOT of funny moments until someone kinda can't tolerate it. poor him. 'sokay, they're just joking, right? cheer up kay? managed to snap a few photos tho, apologies if it's kinda blur or far..

soccer guys VS Kat & Ash's team. try to find Zul. (he's showing some skin lol)

from left: Kat, Man, Ash (Bestie, he was having fever when he played).

i can't remember who won this match but i have the feeling that i should be the soccer guys uh *ahemahem* haha!
aight, i'm tired and there's the LAST UT for the academic year tomorrow!!! WOOHOO!!! NO MORE UTs, NO MORE UTs! wish me luck. night.
*please don't worsen when i play on Friday*
Monday, January 21, 2008 Monday, January 21, 2008
WHAT A DAY!
it was hectic, rushy, fast... gah! i even wonder how i managed to catch up!
coming to school wasn't as fast as you thought it should. it was ok. if you don't include me having to look down and not to look at others just 'cause i had sore eyes. but thankfully, it's better now.
science was horrible. we don't understand a single shit. haha! but at least we managed to smoke through the presentation. haha! 'nuff about science. let's talk about the match of the day!
it was RP vs NP at Temasek Poly's field. it was the last game of the POL-ITE season 07/08. RP kinda dominated and always attacking during the first half of the game. RP was leading 7-0, all thanks to Budi, who scored his first try for his "career" in rugby, ( haha! congrats la sey!) and Husian for the conversion.
and to think that RP could have a good chance on winning today's match, when NP broke into their defence and scored a try during the 2nd half. luckily, they didn't convert their conversion so RP was still leading 7-5. until they scored another try, and yet no conversion. so it was 7-10 to NP. i could see that the guys were trying their best to break into their backline but failed. after a kick by one of the players and the ref blew his whistle. dang, they lost. but hey, it was a great match afterall. it was exciting and exhilarating! it kinda makes me wanna play rugby some day. haha! so, don't worry guys, you did your best, you did great. aim for next season! haha!
i followed the guys back to school by the school bus. gosh, lucky that i did. haha! i was laughing my ass off like throughout the journey! who else but Budi. -_- he told some of his team mates to have a makeover and stuff so that they look and play like the rugby stars. haha! Sasi with dreadlocks? i'd like to see that. XD then comes the best part. the part where i seriously can't stop laughing, till boyfie kept on shaking his head. haha! Budi lar.. who else. Budi and TJ were talking about cars and buses and what oil do they run on.
Budi: " bus and cars runs on diesel, what.."
TJ: " no lo.. cars runs on petrol, buses on diesel la.. totally different."
Budi: " really arh?"
TJ: "yar.."
Budi: " eh, but cars can't run, what..."
when i heard this, i felt like slapping my palm on my forehead! gosh! it's so... argh! lame? i dunno.. funny? oh yea.. hahahaha! oh and there's another one. it was a conversion between Budi and Beam. Beam's ear kinda got bitten by some player..
Budi: "eh Beam, i still disappointed know. why never tell me that guy bite your ear?"
Beam: " i told Has already then he told the ref."
Budi: "still, you should have told me so i could bite back his ear."
like a few minutes later..
Budi:" eh, Beam, i still disappointed sia.. why you never tell me?"
makk.. the moment he started saying that, i wanna laugh and cry at the same time! haha!
anyway.. later, when we're about to reach school. Has and Terence started to gay about. and they did it right in front of me. -_- but it was fun watching them tho. it's funny! XD haha! in conclusion, must take bus rides back to school with rugby guys whenever they have matches. FUNNY!! haha!
alrightey, better head for bed. having my last Culture test tomorrow. wish me luck! :S
* don't be sad, i'm always here :D *Labels: rugby
Sunday, January 20, 2008 Sunday, January 20, 2008
after reading Zul's post, i felt like posting this too. i received the same email from him. so let's do this:
which cartoon character best fits you?1. Which one of the following describes the perfect date?
d) Rock concert (1 pt.)
2. What is your favorite type of music?
b) Alternative (1 pt.)
3. What type of movies do you prefer?
a) Comedy (2 pts.)
4. Which one of these occupations would you choose if you only could choose one of these? b) Professional Sports Player (5 pts.)
5 What do you do with your spare time?
e) Sleep (3 pts.)
6. Which one of the following colors do you like best?
c) Sky Blue (3 pts.)
7. What do you prefer to eat?
d) Pasta (4 pts.)
8. What is your favorite holiday ?
d) Valentine's Day (4 pts.)
9. If you could go to one of these places which one would it be?
b) Spain(5 pts)
10. With which of the following would you prefer to spend time with?
d) Someone who always has fun (3 pts.)
total= 31 points.
to those who received my email, i forgot to change the title of the email. ahah!
(29-35 points)
You are Sponge Bob Square Pants:
You are the classic person that everyone loves. You are the best friend that anyone could ever have and never wants to lose. You never cause harm to anyone and they would never not understand your feelings. Life is a journey, it' s funny and calm for the most part. Stay away from traitors and jealous people and you will be stress free.
and i think it's kinda true. parts like: "You are the best friend that anyone could ever have and never wants to lose." and "You never cause harm to anyone and they would never not understand your feelings." as told by Zul, that is if you're wondering. and yea, i kinda like sponge bob. i feel that he's one of the much clever sea creatures if you compare him with patrick. i find patrick so stupid. haha! no hard feelings ah.
man, February's coming soon ad Esther's going back to Down Under. gonna miss her like %^&* again. i realised that i miss a hell lot of people. from my secondary school friends to my 2 besties ( i know that i'm able to meet bestie-Wen Jie in school, but i rarely see him :( ). thinking about them just makes me cry.it goes to show how much i really miss them. like seriously..
alright now, think i'll go find something to kill my boredom.
*i think i need a hug :( *
Saturday, January 19, 2008 Saturday, January 19, 2008
one word. tired.
it's been one tiring week for me. i wonder if it had affected my performance in class. seriously damn shagged.
i finally went for training yesterday which was damn fun. the speed and agility sets that we had were fun. we laughed at those who couldn't coordinate properly. we tried to refrain ourselves from laughing but it was cute and adorable. can't help it uh. the injury that i had from some incident made me a little cacat. i can't jump. well, actually i can't lunge and then jump. it hurts my tailbone. so, you can say that throughout the training, my tailbone was aching. it felt like something is presing against the bone. but you think i care? let it ache, i wanna play soccer!
after doing the agility sets and practising our first touches with the ball, we had a short game of street soccer. the only part that i really look forward to. like i said before, i can't last long when it comes to field soccer but i can for street. it's like i don't feel tired at all when i play it. ok, that was a littlte exagerating. i do take a break when i'm out of breathe. we were divided into 2 teams: team 1 and 2. i was in team 1. Irna, Ili, Sha Sha, Yatt, Me, Aileen, Cat, and Farrah. with such nice combination of players, our team won the game. we shot goals like one after another at one part. it was damn nice. i scored a goal myself! haha!
i was supposed to go for a picnic today but i never go. reasons: parents. it's always them. i have to think in their point of view whether i can go or not. which can be so...... argh!! so yea. another reason is that i'm really tired. so i'm sorry that i couldn't go.
gotta roll, homies. parents are making a big fuss over me being online FOR WHILE. i'm just went online uh. gah!! i'm off. #$%^&
Thursday, January 17, 2008 Thursday, January 17, 2008
i watched Deal or No Deal yesterday and it was HAWT. Daniel Jacob's holding onto my fave no! 11! awwrite.. hot guy's holding it. it sure is one lucky case. but nothing beats this other one i'm going to say. just found out from dearest cuzzy, Najib, *thanks yaw* that his position is a winger!! now, i can say that my DP says it all.
"Wingers are
Y"
here's the rugger:

credits to: yea, you can see where i got it from. and he's adorable! argh!!
but don't worry, huns.. i still
Y you! muax!
and yea, i've not got them Sentosa photos yet. anyway, 2 more weeks before school closes, yet again. i hope that the people i want are selected to go for the SEG Orientation camp during the hols. i'm so looking forward to it. gonna have camp again with the SEG peeps! can't wait!
currently trying out stuff on my blog skin. look out for more changes, aight? i'm still learning. * blog codings are waaaayyyy easier than VB, please*
heard that boyfie got injured today. :( hope that he'll get better so that he's able to play against NP this coming Monday. *praying hard*
*'nuff said, i love boyfie too much*
Sunday, January 13, 2008 Sunday, January 13, 2008
ok, i feel very lazy to update these past few days but i have to update on this anyway.
the newest member of the family

Ryan Shakil.
the name's kinda cool, don't you think? anyway, i've not met him yet. ahah! been busy doing something else. haha!
didn't go for training last friday because i was having an injury. was told to give myself a break or something before the match and also for Sandbox. and that break was good. i'm able to use that leg again. yay! anyway, that day, i went out with boyfie at Vivo to have "dinner" and slack there. i didn't wanna go home too early anyway. took some photos too. here's one:

he looks like a lil' kid in this pic. XD
went for Sandbox and it was erm, boring? besides the soccer matches. other than that, it was fairly ok. the every Thursday soccer guys came down too. cool! the only Thursday guys that i recognise is Alif or more known as, Mexico. just 'cause he is always wearing that Mexico jersey whenever he plays street.
most of the soccer team kinda stopped playing after our poor captain, Irna, got injured at the knee. poor thing. i heard that she's alright. alhamdulillah. get well soon, capt!
so a lot of the girls went off early so only me, Utt, Sha Sha, Yatt, Mary, Faiz, Zul, Rashid and Amran were left. Piak came later. played a few games, dipped our legs at the sea (the guys swam), took photos, ate the food at the buffet, got the prize that Zul's team won and we're off. the photos are hilarious. took a super emo photo of Rashid sitting on a hill of sand, which we're not allowed to. Utt was the camera-woman of the day. she got a vid of Rashid buried in the sand too. funny! HAHAHA! i only have 2 photos. will upload the rest wen i have them. here they are:
Fab as in Farbrena.
i'm getting darker, aw right! :D
i'm out.
Thursday, January 10, 2008 Thursday, January 10, 2008
got back from soccer training. ran 1.5km around the school campus before doing about 15 sets of sprints. 2 downhill and another uphill. and thanks to that, i kinda injured my inner left thigh. guess i overused my thigh muscles.
Sha Sha, Irna and i were like finding out ways to un-cramp it but it all didn't work. it's super funny uh the way we wanna ease it. " how uh? that one didn't work also."
after the sprints, we did about 3 sets of: sit ups, push ups, jumping jacks and star jumps. my team had our own bloopers. it was damn funny uh! later, we played a short street soccer game. we got divided into 2 teams. the score was 1-1. and like i said, i perform better when i play street. i don't know why but i just do. and i don't get tired easily when i play street.
alright, i wanna get some rest. damn tired. from physical to washing my eyes. i should rest now. and someone finds some rugger hot. XD
* you'll still be my fave rugger :D *
Tuesday, January 08, 2008 Tuesday, January 08, 2008
gosh, i totally forgot to post this yesterday!
Happy 19th Birthday, Fir! you NS-men.

*haha! i cope-ed from your Friendster photos! hehe!*
and Happy 3rd month, yang! all the best for your TP match. just don't get injured, please. :S love you! XOXO.
and yea, i'm back on msn.
Monday, January 07, 2008 Monday, January 07, 2008
ok guys, you're sooo not seeing me online for i don't know how long 'cause i did something so stupid. i uninstalled MSN. well, it's not really stupid but MSN has been giving me problems lately and i wanna start afresh but then when i tried to install it again, it says that i never install Windows Live Messenger Suite and i sooo don't know what's that. GAH! so can anyone PPLLEEAASSEE help me with this, please? this so suck uh.
anyway, first day of school was fine. i was able to do something physics-y today. amazingly, i understood it. haha! something gotta do with electric current and stuff. oh, and i've not been blogging much either 'cause there's nothing to blog about these past few days.
currently slacking my ass of in class while i wait for someone to finish his short training. and Naresh is cursing: " f**king fatso" to Sam. -_-' they're playing DOTA i think. you'll understand.
man, i'm bored now. i'll stop here and watch Coffee Prince now. :D got it from Jun. THANKS!
Labels: school reopens
Friday, January 04, 2008 Friday, January 04, 2008
the last day of my 3 weeks holiday. well, if you don't include the weekends. monday's the start of the last 4 weeks of sem 2. the last 4 weeks of being a year 1. time flies damn fast, don't you think? year 2's gonna be a helluva year for me.
Professional Profiling (PP), soccer and hopefully, retaking my e math. i was kinda stupid not have taken it when i could the last time. *scolding/cursing myself* i just have this fear that i'm not able to cope. PP and all. i guess that it's just another challenge in my life. checked out SEAB and yea, it's gonna be a new syllabus. no more loci, sadly but there's matrices. dang. other than that, i guess it's still the same. if anyone of you know of any awesome tuition teacher, inform me. i so can't do this on my own, which i predict that mum would want me too. i just don't want history to repeat itself again. mum told me to revise on my own, without going for tuition. it didn't worked. told her that i need one 'cause i don't trust myself like $%^&. so yea.. ok, now i'm regretting. *wonderful, Farhana.. just great* maybe this period is the moment where i can be that tough person that i always wanted to be. being stress or not with school work, i better not let it affect my personal life. i might even think that i wouldn't have the time for soccer. *sigh* i told you my year 2's gonna be hell for me. so 1st priority: do well and get over and done with e math, followed by PP and soccer. sorry, had to put that last.
man, i hope that i have the time to hang out with my friends and boyfriend. it seems like i'm gonna be one busy lady. wish me luck, guys.
alright, 'nough about that. let's come back to the present. it's one mundane day today. i was supposed to have soccer training but it got cancelled, saying that it would resume as per normal when school reopens. so there goes, my plan. hence, i'm stuck at home while i have this urge to go out and slack. all i do at home is either do housechores, watch the telly, surf the net or sleep (which i don't want to).
i have this problem. i can't go out of the house that often. it's like my parents, specifically my mum, has this fit if i do. from my point of view, it's like she's afraid that i'll do something unsensible outside and ruin my family's name just 'cause some of my relatives did. well, i know why she's like that 'cause she cares, you know, worry=care. anyway, it's like i have to lie to my mum whenever i wanna go out 'cause i'm afraid that i won't be able to hang out with my homies. i feel outdated and left out whenever i miss an outing with my friends. maybe my mum just don't know that i treat my friends as if they're part of my family. they kinda made me who i am now. i think my friends know me more rather than my family or maybe even me. let's just say that i had the harshest childhood. you don't wanna know what i've gone through.
i feel like going out tomorrow. Mel and makkals are going for a swim at Jalan Besar. i don't even know if i'm able to join in. gah! i have this eagerness to just tell them that i'm
18 19 already and im old enough to know what's wrong and right. *sigh* my life suck big time.
i'm off. don't wanna talk about it anymore. later.