Sunday, December 16, 2007 Sunday, December 16, 2007
it's the 2nd day now. i guess i'm coping. been keeping myself busy by watching Heroes Season 2. didn't have the time to watch it the last time so i'm taking this opportunity to. and i so want episode 11 right NOW!
what's gonna happened to darling Peter? he's not gonna die, is he? ok, that's a stupid question when i know that he can regenerate. ok, what about that Adam Monroe guy? is he the bad guy or the good guy? gosh, this is getting all complicated already. it's damn irritating but i just so like the suspence. now, i'm like Maya. as in, i want answers to my questions. oh, and talking about Maya, Syler/Gabriel or whatever his name is. i just can't help but to think that he's beginning to remind me of Cesc Fabregas in every episode that i watched. his eyes resembles him A LOT and i SO DON'T like that 'cause Syler's a baddie and i don't like baddies. can't he just be a good guy for once? gah! the more i look at him, the more i wanna like him just 'cause he looks like Cesc. gosh, i gotta stop. :S
i've never felt so bored in my life before. i need to be online to talk to others and not on the phone, though it helps me saves $$. i can't talk to Einn 'cause she's in KL. *sigh* just hope that both Bestie and boyfie are safe. i sometimes tend to think of the negative side but my so called conscience will tell me to stop thinking about it and they're gonna be alright. with all those floods coming around up north it makes me worry more. okok, i'll stop.
come to think of it. i think a friend of mine was right. he told me that he used to see me as some tough girl and now, i'm all weak. i don't know how it all happened but i'm not gonna blame anyone for this. i guess it's my doing as well. i'm still trying to be that tough cookie i once was 'cause i don't like to know that i've changed. i'm not sure if i'm changing for the better but i sure wanna be that tough girl i was before. i know you might be saying that i'm getting all emo just 'cause my friend told me something but i still gotta come to a realisation, don't you think? it sucks really when someone doesn't like recognise you anymore 'cause you changed. hence now, i wanna be that tough person once more. the Farhana that everyone knew. and i'd better stop crying over small matters too. guess that kinda tells me why others say i'm weak.
before i go, Peter's hot with that new hairdo of his. *love*
*please be safe, guys*Labels: worried
