Tuesday, November 13, 2007 Tuesday, November 13, 2007
i finally so called went back to school. i was supposed to go yesterday but thanks to my diarrhoea, i had to stay at home and shit. -_-
anyway, i went back to school today to do my UT. if only there wasn't any UT today, i won't go to school but since there is, i have no other choice. UT was on Computing Math. it seems fine. i was able to do some. i kinda forgot how to do one question. about the Guess the Word problem. lol. i totally left that one blank :S i stayed on till the 1st meeting before leaving to have breakfast and then leave for the Bursary award ceremony.
i went back home, got changed and was on my way to fetch my lil' bro. oh, i'm with my mum and sis at this moment. so yea, fetched him and all. gosh, i was effing moody please! imagine.. i had to rush to eat breakfast, rush home to change, rush to fetch my bro plus, my earpiece ISN'T WORKING!! GAHH!!! it's like everything is against you! i was in the bus looking all glum and gloomy. there wasn't any seats available either and i so need one 'cause i wasn't feeling all too good. must be the rushed breakfast. but somehow, i managed to cool down. saw some of my lil' bro's friends: Erwin & Riq. both malays just so you know. their names are sooo misleading. anyway, Erwin's so handsome and Riq is adorable looking. haha! i guess they made my day. thanks, boys!
went into Velocity to go and get donuts from the all new Donut Factory at Novena Square. i bought a new shoe along the way. my silver sandals are somewhat giving me problems already. i think the shoe is called pumps. what ever uh.. i don't dig girly shoes till now. lol!
here it is:

my left shoe feels loose. i guess my feet aren't of the same shoe size. :S
so we took a cab down to the Singapore Power HQ at Somerset. registered and got to my allocated seat. surprisingly, i saw one familiar face. Khadijah, make that Kat (say: cat). she's from RP by the way. talked with her and stuff. it was soo boring that i kinda slept but thanks to her, the sleepiness was no longer there. the guest of honor was our PM's wife, Ms Ho Ching. i guess i spelt that correctly. :S she's the CEO of Temasek Holdings. whoa.. i didn't know that. neither do you, right? don't lie.. hahaha!
anyway, so we took our certs and stuff. then i made friends with 2 other friends. found out that one of them is from RP too. XD a girl name Ana. yeap. she's in SAS, i think. same class as Gough. the other's from SP. she was doing some revision on her chemistry subject earlier. ahaha! and she's good. i don't even know how to do! we exchange contacts. i was typing down my contacts on that SP girl's handphone and guess what, the language she used was malay. i had to think what it meant like twice. haha! typed out my number, pressed " Simpan" it means save, and here i was.. finding that word which meant Edit. lol it was "Sunting" XD gosh, i so didn't know that. then the rest was as per normal. Edit = Sunting?? i sooo didn't know that. exchanged our goodbyes and headed for the reception. MAKAN TIME! and there was Shepherd's pie!! YESSA!! haha!
went to get stuff for my lil' bro and it was home sweet home. i slept straight away, man. too tired. haha! and i'm $300 richer now! muahahaha!
to syg:
i'm sorry if i wasn't myself this morning. you told me to ignore what you said last night but i couldn't. i couldn't sleep well 'cause of that, unfortunately. and i woke up thinking about it as well. i tried to un-think about that but somehow, it just won't go away. a lot of things were going on in my mind. and whenever i think about that, fear always comes in. i'm scared of the unexpected, im scared if i can't if i'm not able to get use to the other you and i'm scared to lose you. i know that while you're reading this, you wanna tell me not to dwell in this thing but it's like right in my face and it seems unavoidable. *sigh* what ever it is.. just know that i will always love you. : )
* i need you right now : ( *