Tuesday, May 22, 2007 Tuesday, May 22, 2007
god, you wouldn't wanna see the state of me now. i'm like so shagged and tired. i ran like _____km today. from RP to Woodlands Stadium. count that. i don't know. oh, at the stadium Sleague players were training for the match later. i saw Ahmad Latiff. he's like the only guy i know so i kinda looked out for him there. if only it was the Singapore team. boy, you'd know who i'd be eyeing! anyway, i didn't even bathe or changed into a new set of clothes when i blogged this. my legs are shouting in agony, my body's weakening and my head spun around just now. my chest, or rather my lungs, were screaming in pain when i did the run. my pesperation flowed like running tap water which continued to flow more each time i wiped it away.okok, i'm like writing some composition. basically, i'm just tired out by today's training. and oh God.. something like just happened today which made me think. this thought is like so important. it does determine my future. as some of you might know, i nearly turn bung, or butch for some of you non-all girls school people, when i was like secondary 3. and what happened today triggered the past! God, you wouldn't wanna know how i felt when that happened. i was like: "oh shit, oh shit... this ain't happening!!" and then it just hit me, let the past linger for awhile as it has been a very long time since i was bung, well nearly. so yea, i kinda took the opportunity and let it just happened. oh, and the thing that caught me thinking is: "am i f***ing straight? or am i not?" dammit, that just irks me! so now, i'm confused. dammit... wait, i think i'm like still straight. i love hunky hunks too much not to be straight. XD
anway, class ok today. i had to lead the team into doing the PPT properly but with the help of Thavit too. today's PPT and presentation went well. i felt rather happy about it actually. don't know why. :D gonna have computing tomorrow or rather, today. it's like midnight now. oh, and something happened in class yesterday. wanna know what happened? go click on Danny's link and read. it's damn funny! he tells you the whole detail of the story.and sad news, Nic can't defer his NS shit. we're so gonna miss Lao Ta or rather, Abg Nic. hahahahahaha. don't kembang uh, Nic. XD but of all month, JULY?! WTH... anyway, can't wait for BBQ!
oh, and talking about nicknames. i've finally have one but i thank God, it isn't an animal. Oscar Dai gave me this nickname, or was it Seok Hui... anyway, i'm called Farfar/Fafa.. what ever you wanna call it. it's pronounced like that. yea, it's that. i told my captain, Maj, to call me that and imagine my jersey. Farfar... -___-''' God, so funny! oh, i had to change my name as there's another Farhana and she's the goalkeeper. her name's already Fana,i can't use that right? so Farfar it is.alright.. time to go off now. gotta go school tomorrow, ARGH! later!cheers!Labels: the other part of me
