♥ Mr. Freddy

Wednesday, January 10, 2007 Wednesday, January 10, 2007

seems like i've haven't been updating for quite some time. i've been going back to my secondary school for the past 4 days, excluding the weekends tho. i'm helping out my CCA. yupp, npcc. my instructors planned to do a rifle parade thingy. however, we will not be using the REAL rifles, no mark 4, but some white wooden ones borrowed from acnp which is short for acs(b) np. i think we did borrowed from them. i remembered that they have loads of them, right?

anyway, i was all bruised on the first 2 days of practise. well, not really. it's just my shoulders and hands. and to think that we're supposed to actually throw the rifles to our partners while another have to slow march in between us. thank God they brought the wooden ones today. at least they are lighter. you wouldn't wanna know how effing heavy the real ones are.

ok, we threw them. it hit on azila's forehead once. thankfully, she wasn't badly hurt. yea, she's the one who's risking her life. i kinda like the throwing of rifles part. it'll be wwaayy cooler if it was the real ones.

to Esther: i seriously can't wait to go out with you!! i told my dad about, he's ok with it. just pray that there's still Death Note 2 movie available. wonder how long movies will stay available.

i'll end this post with a song that i'm currently listening to it regularly:

My Chemical Romance- Famous Last Words

Now I know
That I can't make you stay
But where's your heart?
But where's your heart?
But where's your...

And I know
There's nothing I could say
To change that part
To change that part
To change...

So many
Bright lights, they cast a shadow
But can I speak?
Well is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete
A life that's so demanding
I get so weak
A love that's so demanding
I can't speak

(chorus)
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

Can you see
My eyes are shining bright
Cause I'm out here
On the other side
Of a jet black hotel mirror
And I'm so weak
Is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete
A love that's so demanding
I get weak

(chorus) X2

These bright lights have always blinded me
These bright lights have always blinded me
I say

I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead

(How can I see, I see you lying) 'Cause I see you lying next to me
(How can I see, I see you lying) With words I thought I'd never speak
(How can I see, I see you lying) Awake and unafraid
(How can I see, I see you lying) Asleep or dead

'Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead

'Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
(Or dead)
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home
(Or dead)
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
(Or dead)
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home
(Or dead)

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
(Or dead)
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

click onto my tracks to listen to this.

cheers! 10th January 2006