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Farhana
Nicknamed: Farbrena/Farna/Fana.
Republic Poly
studying Diploma in Biomedical Electronics
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a retired dancer: Malay Dance & Hip Hop. :D
currently pursuing a new field: sports (football)
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i read from Einn's blog about her watching the RTM 1 thingy talking about last Saturday's match. 4-0, 5-0? sorry, dude.... it's:




as Ragini said: IN YOUR FACE!!!

man, don't i love this. WE ACTUALLY BEAT M'SIA!!! watching a live match is much nicer as you tend to be IN the game more than watching it at home. the feeling is just SO UBER different. when we (me, melanie, ragini, arun, mureli, jun long & aik hong) sat down, we felt this vibration. ok, i can't really say it's a vibration as it's way more than a vibration. ok, it's a semi-stadium quake. anyway, when ragini and i felt that, we thought it was like a tremor or something. damn scary. then we realised, the Kallang Wave's coming! alright, so we did the wave! it was damn cool!! RAD!!

me & Rags. look how packed it was!


1st half was fun for me. all the oohs and aahs were everywhere. if you were watchig the match at home, maybe the 1st half wasn't that fun. anyway, whenever the M'sian got hold on the ball, the S'porean fans will do this damn vulgar cheer. it's sooo vulgar, that i'd rather you watch the video that i'm gonna put up later or maybe the link. you can't really hear it when the match was live on t.v that night.

when M'sia scored 1st, you wouldn't wanna know how quiet S'porean fans went. for a moment we were so hyped up, the next minute we went silent. i couldn't stop laughing at it. oh, and the other fans around me were very funny! they always make a lot of funny & doesn't-make-sense kinda comments. from: eh, M'sia can relek one corner ah! to: eh, M'sian players drama sia! go home and smoke ah! another was this malay girl shouting: eh! eh! eh! Jaga*!!

*in this case, it means defend in malay.

so whenever this girl starts shouting, a malay boy behind me was like: dia ada nama! dia ada nama*!

*he has a name, he has a name in malay.

wouldn't you laugh? so at that period when M'sia was leading, i don't know whether to laugh or to cry. laugh due to their funny comments and cry because S'pore was scoring yet.

when Daniel Bennett did a long pass for Noh Alam Shah to head the all into the penalty box, it was very crowded at that area. whenever the S'pore players crowd around the penalty box. i just hope for some miracle to happen down there. just some saviour to equalise the match. and then, it happens. suddenly the stadium went wild. GGGOOOAALLL!!! we were screaming and shouting goal for like almost 1-2 minutes! ahahahaha! then, i stopped to ask: who scored? lmao! anyway, thanks to ESPN, i can watch the replay. so daddy dearest scored the goal! ok, he's a wee bit too young to be MY daddy but can't help it. he has the same name as my dad. yup, the scorer was Ridhuan. the guy who injured his forehead, or was it eyebrow? anyway, this is him.

Ridhuan, not injured.


Ridhuan, injured.


and i thought that a draw was fine. until i realised that it was a must-win match. oh man, you won't wanna know how much i HATE penalties. somehow, it's just plain not fair. so i must say that S'pore was lucky in this match. here's the video that i've found on youtube:

*hear for the vulgar cheer, people!


CLICK HERE TO VIEW THE VID! damn vid can't be uploaded.

ALL THE BEST FOR FINALS!!! GO LIONS!!!



cheers! i had THE most weirdest dream ever last night. from some creepy creatures to sick kid.

i can't really remember what the creepy creature was all about but all i know is that i gotta get away from it. lol. the dream that i could really, really remember was the sick kid. it was like as if i have a duaghter and she had some sickness so she had to stay in the hospital. but somehow, a thought came into my mind. someone's planning to kill me and my kid. lmao.

both of us recognise the nurses that tends my kid. so one day, some unknown nurse came. i totally so-called don't recognise her. she gave my kid some pill thingy to eat and she told me to eat it too. i was like, erm ok. i did what she told me to do. pill and water in the mouth BUT i didn't drink it. however, my kid drank it. wtf. then, some recognisable nurses came and warned us that she's a con-woman. you know, so called " vilian" in the dream. so i immediately spat that what ever she gave me out into the sink. then i recalled, my kid drank it. one of the nurses said that it was like some poison.

ok, this part was like the "WHOA" part. i could never imagine myself doing this. when i came out of the loo, i scolded my kid like shit. i went like: it was so f***ing obvious that you don't recognise her so why in the f***ing world did you drink that f***ing thing!

yea, something like that. i went effing throughout that whole scolding. i sweared at that damn woman too. sweared like shit, man. one of the good nurses there told me that they don't think that they could save my kid. that's where i cried like mad in my dream. i didn't cry in reality, ok. anyway, i hugged her and bawled my eyes out. some friends of mine heard about the news and came to the ward, trying to console me. those friends were: hazlyn, shuk, faiz and suat. lmao. somehow they came into my dream. even though they tried to console me, i still cried like eff!

erm, i guess that's about what i can recall. seriously couldn't imagine me scolding my so called kid like that, man. rofl. anyway, i've been wanting to post this picture up. here you go:


this is dedicated for tan suat ling a.k.a drake. you have the same name as this creature, dude! lol.



cheers! finally! we get to go out together properly! all 5 (esther, mel, ame, zan and me) of us, well yeah, not really 5 of us. 6(plus suat) of us. lol. so when is our next outing, huh? :D

anyway, i get to watch Death Note 2 yesterday! OMG... L is so freaking weird. he's like eating every minute! from chocolates to some unknown jelly gooy-like syrup. mel said that she prefered Light but hmm... after watching the movie, she took back what she said. lmao. L is mine ah. don't you ever take him. lol. we didn't know that the movie lasted for nearly 2-3 hours. that's seriously long BUT it was nice to watch.

here are the pictures that we took yesterday:

the kid that we gotta take care until 4 pm.


you should know that it's not from the men's toilet.


Barney, the star of the day!


do i just hate my hair. i wanna cut it!


ok, finally Barney's looking towards the camera.


we were all waiting for mel to finish her family tea with her colleague.


at starbucks united square.


pictures randomly taken by melanie:






ooh! look at the couple beside me. looks as if the lady's mad at her partner.


and yes Esther, i've heard that Morrison guy song. wonderful world, right?

Cheers! seems like i've haven't been updating for quite some time. i've been going back to my secondary school for the past 4 days, excluding the weekends tho. i'm helping out my CCA. yupp, npcc. my instructors planned to do a rifle parade thingy. however, we will not be using the REAL rifles, no mark 4, but some white wooden ones borrowed from acnp which is short for acs(b) np. i think we did borrowed from them. i remembered that they have loads of them, right?

anyway, i was all bruised on the first 2 days of practise. well, not really. it's just my shoulders and hands. and to think that we're supposed to actually throw the rifles to our partners while another have to slow march in between us. thank God they brought the wooden ones today. at least they are lighter. you wouldn't wanna know how effing heavy the real ones are.

ok, we threw them. it hit on azila's forehead once. thankfully, she wasn't badly hurt. yea, she's the one who's risking her life. i kinda like the throwing of rifles part. it'll be wwaayy cooler if it was the real ones.

to Esther: i seriously can't wait to go out with you!! i told my dad about, he's ok with it. just pray that there's still Death Note 2 movie available. wonder how long movies will stay available.

i'll end this post with a song that i'm currently listening to it regularly:

My Chemical Romance- Famous Last Words

Now I know
That I can't make you stay
But where's your heart?
But where's your heart?
But where's your...

And I know
There's nothing I could say
To change that part
To change that part
To change...

So many
Bright lights, they cast a shadow
But can I speak?
Well is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete
A life that's so demanding
I get so weak
A love that's so demanding
I can't speak

(chorus)
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

Can you see
My eyes are shining bright
Cause I'm out here
On the other side
Of a jet black hotel mirror
And I'm so weak
Is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete
A love that's so demanding
I get weak

(chorus) X2

These bright lights have always blinded me
These bright lights have always blinded me
I say

I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead

(How can I see, I see you lying) 'Cause I see you lying next to me
(How can I see, I see you lying) With words I thought I'd never speak
(How can I see, I see you lying) Awake and unafraid
(How can I see, I see you lying) Asleep or dead

'Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead

'Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
(Or dead)
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home
(Or dead)
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
(Or dead)
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home
(Or dead)

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
(Or dead)
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

click onto my tracks to listen to this.

cheers! 10th January 2006 i'm back!

it had been one helluva trip to M'sia. oh yea, i kinda forget to tell you where i went. i visited Genting and K.L.

anyway, it's been a long time since i visited Genting so i kinda forget how effing cold the place is. thank God i brought 2 jackets along. reached Genting at the nicest time ever. i managed to catch the sunrise.



before my cousins and i really rode the thrilling rides, we got onto the so-called slower rides. so mini ferris wheel and monorail ride. took a couple of pictures. Genting is seriously cold! just look at the fog!



so came in the THRILLING rides. we took the Flying Roller Coaster where by you're like in a 'Superman' position and they 'fly' you around. you get what i mean? anyway, i thought i'd be scared out of my wits, you know how i hate that adrenalin rush, but nothing like that. if i had taken it a few more times. i might consider opening my eyes while it 'fly' me around except the part where it make you go upside down. na'uh, i ain't opening my eyes. here are some shots of the Flying Roller Coaster.





i finally drove a go-kart! (my cousin and I)







my 2 guy cousins took this one. forgot its name. lol.



here's the Corkscrew that they took too.







i got the chance to take the cable car too, though i was suffering throughout the whole ride as i'm afraid of heights. :(



here are some photos that i took when i reached K.L:

Petronas Tower


Sunway Lagoon: i took the suspension bridge, can you see it? i was dying there as well.


took this when i went to their toilet. lmao.


i played their arcade too. they seriously have new ones!! i played a shooting game that came from Japan and it seriously beat Time Crisis I, II and III totally!. it rock!! hope that S'pore has it. it's so damn effing nice!

* for Einn: check out my other blog to see my new jacket! don't think it's available in S'pore!

* more happened during the trip like Chinatown's raid and stuff like that, so cal me if you wanna know more!*

long post, huh? better stop here.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

cheers!-3rd January 2006.

EINN<3
ESTHER<3
MELANIE<3
IMAN<3
ZULADLY<3
DANIEL<3
BIG BANG!! <3
Zie
TEAM RP WOMEN'S SOCCER TEAM
farah yau
farah keeper
iffa
ili
mary
marj
nas
nina
norlyn
tee rui wei
Utt
farina
widdy
sheila
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