♥ Mr. Freddy

Saturday, December 09, 2006 Saturday, December 09, 2006

ok, let me re-tag this properly.

chloe: i am missed? aw... you too. don't worry.

faiz: peek-a-boo! i see you! haha! sounds like some peeping tom. LOL. you missed me toons? haha. you're tonly missed. if that ever makes any sense.

esther: we SERIOUSLY gotta find a way to meet up PROPERLY. oh, and your dearest AIDAN loves you. he missed you to bits. lmao.XD

i was so bored yesterday, i watched TV the whole day. i always watch Tyrashow during the evenings, right after Ellen's. i realised that Tyra's show yesterday was like September 26 when i checked the site out. Singapore's so outdated! anyway, that 'talk' was about this American Idol contestant and also a Tyra show correspondent who was being assaulted at gunpoint. foo! you may think that it's not a big deal but hell, it's an effing BIG deal. you guys haven't held onto an effing gun before so quit thinking that she's doing it for publicity. you won't know how nervous i felt when i held a .22 revolver.

anyway, the show was mainly about how the guests overcame their problems and how to avoid such things. the part about being assaulted and there's another one, this lady nearly got raped. wtf. my past kinda triggered when i heard about that. i've never, or maybe i had, told anyone about this. i can't possibly say that i was molested or anything 'cause i wasn't. anyhow, here's what happened.

it happened when i was like 14 year old, i think. i was on my way to fetch my sister home from school, afternoon shift. then, this malay man appeared and asked where is block erm... i can't remember. anyway, i told him i didn't know. he told me to follow him 'cause he need some help of somesort and you know, 14 years old. how naiive can you be? so i followed but so much. he brought me to some block and asked me to look from something, viewing through the corridor 'window'. he, argh... f**k him la. mofo. at first, he kinda grabbed my shoulder and i tried to how do you this, struggle? anyway, i did that for a lot of time before i felt something. f**k him, he was hard. knn. thank God i had an umbrella there so i guess he didn't dare to get back at me when i told him that i gotta fetch my sister. after i left the place, i just started to like cry quietly. yea, my folks don't know about this.

*please give Farhana a moment to swear at that motherf***er*

ok, i'm back. i guess that's why i'd rather look fierce with all this what you people call it, emo kinda dressing. people kinda think that this group of people are weird and all 'cause some are introvert. and maybe that's why others are afraid of them. so i guess i continue what i am now and forget about the past. just wanna say: be wary of your surroundings.

oh, and i've found a site. Click here to check it out. it's something about safety stuff. don't think you won't get preyed on, you'll never know.

loves Brendon. XD

cheers! 9th December 2006.