♥ Mr. Freddy

Tuesday, November 14, 2006 Tuesday, November 14, 2006

mummy didn't allow me to buy that 'Panic' top!!! AARRGGHH!!! that top is effing nice!!! she said that we'll go find something else during the weekend. if she doesn't allow me to get the type of attire i planned for prom, i seriously ain't going. so shitty!!! i hate it whenever she does that!!! don't you think that mothers just spoils your plans? i planned to use MY OWN EFFING money, it's not like i'm using hers. she has yet to pay my Hari Raya money too. ouh, and i'm using the Hari Raya money to buy the top. so, i seriously ain't using her money, man! so since i gotta find a replacement for that 'Panic' top i found at Zara, the replacement better resembles it. i mean, it doesn't really have to look like the top from Zara but it gotta have that frilly thingy at the button area and it's cuffs better be the hard type as it looks more smarter and formal looking than the flimsy type.

ok, this was what i planned to look like for prom. i was thinking of cutting my hair but then again, i think not. well, not now at least. so i ain't touching my hair. well, obviously i gotta style it, right? so i'll just settle that later. as for my top, (before mummy said anything) i found a top with the frilly-detailed stitching at the button area. when i tried it, Shree and Gaya P. said that it was nice. i was like ok, not bad really. But when Gaya told me that i looked like a member of Panic! at the disco, i went mad! i badly wanted the top! i was so excited about it until SOMEONE will just spoils everything! what a kill-joy!! argh! anyway, i wanted the bottom to be like the formal pants and it gotta be black, straight cut. oh, and since the top might be a little plain, i decided to get this necklace thingy with a flower on it. obviously it's black. it's nice too! and the shoe, i've already bought it. for those who saw it, yea, it's black and has a tiny ribbon at the front. and it's heeled. not that high though.

don't you think it's nice and ala Panic? seriously, i don't wanna look like my mum. i mean, you know sometimes, your aunts or your mum might buy you clothes BUT their taste suck. i hate it. so i planned to find a job. by the time i get my first pay, obviously i gotta buy something like food for the people at home(let them have the impression that they're remembered) anyway, with my first pay, i'm gonna buy CLOTHES!! hahaha, ever since i stepped into Zara, i think i might be addicted to getting more clothes and mind it, that doesn't count as shopping. in my dictionary, shopping means getting something unnecessary for a very long time for that one day. getting more clothes just means that i need clothes!

people, just pray for me that my mum will let me choose the attire for prom.

oh, i wanted to have this eye pattern thingy around my eye as well. if you wanna see some examples of it, please visit My Boys blog to view how it roughly looks like. i like the one when Ryan Ross was wearing a red top. XD

cheers!-14th November 2006.