♥ Mr. Freddy

Monday, May 22, 2006 Monday, May 22, 2006

esther!!!! i don't know what to do. eventhough i may be on taking terms to them or maybe just her, i am still quite disappointed. i don't even know how this problem occured! it just happened. maybe it's due to the news that we got when we're about to have our 1st MYEs but i'm not sure. that's what i think. yea, like i said, i was disappointed when i heard the tremendous news. it's so unlike her. i don't know why but from then on, i just felt like i don't know the 'old' her any longer. the 'new' her is just unacceptable for me. since then, seeing me talking to her is very rare. it's like once in a blue moon that i took the opportunity to open a conversation. however, the conversation seems shorter than expected. as an absent-minded person, please correct me if i'm wrong. it's like i'm the one who's opening the convo and not her. i know that i don't want any problems to happen during our last year in school but from my view, it's seems like they were the ones who were drifting apart. we are just being our normal self. even classmates who aren't even close to us realised the gapness amongst us. they have been asking us what happened but all i can answer is, it just happened. we somehow just drift apart.

if you want things to go back to normal, try to open a conversation first. i can't be the one doing it, you know. you need 2 palms to clap. correct me if im wrong for that phrase. hees! heed my advice and i hope that things will change. this can't continue, guys and you know that.

zan: heys, i heard from chloe that you read my that story thing.hahaha!!! i'm just bored la then, that story came into my mind. i like it!!! i'm not talking to c. ronaldo!!! whee!!!

chloe: now you know that i'm a drama mama. what do you think a person should be if a person likes to write stories? i like doing that!

mel: eventhough i'm not on talking terms with cristiano, you can't take him away from me! you have your stevie G alr! stick with him, chica!

cheers!-23rd may 2006