Monday, May 22, 2006 Monday, May 22, 2006
i didn't want to go online today but i gotta take a rest from reading through my malay stuffs. i'm darn tired! gotta rest my brain for awhile, you know.
my family went to school yesterday to collect my report book. suprisingly, my parents didn't scold me or whatever. they just asked," what happened? how can you fail your english? it's the most important!" well, that's what my mum said not my dad. daddy just said," must improve know, cannot like that one." haha. after that, we went to Qweensway shopping centre. hahaha. failed so many subjects, i could still be shopping around! i bought a new school shoe anyway. go check it out! anyway, when we were walking towards the centre, you know that we gotta walk pass the big police and CD headquarters right? yeah, while we were walking, there was this loud siren. what else? the fire truck. it was driving back 'home'. we saw one of the firefighter waved at us. nono, he waved at ME!!!! hahahahaha. oh, do i attract uniformed men? haha. it's just a question. no harm asking right?
IT'S OUR 5TH MONTH TOGETHER!!
haha. but it's just too bad that we can't celebrate it as he's like in Germany, preparing for the World Cup. Go make mummy proud! called him up and wished him. heh.
MALAY O level's tomorrow!!! i hate it! i've gotta go through yet another major exam! i had N level last year already and i've gotta go through Os this year. -sighs- this IS life, huh?
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"hey, happy 5th month. really miss you," i wished him on the mobile.
"yeah, me too. don't you wanna come here? you know, watch me play?" he asked.
"me? go to Germany? the ticket cost's like whoa! thanks, hon but no thanks. i'd rather watch you play on t.v. up close and personal. hehe," i said.
"nice excuse you got there. it's alright. i'll pay for your expenses," he suggested.
"oh, NO WAY! you've done that once and you're ain't gonna do that again! nono, not on me," i reject his proposal.
"oh, yeah. THAT big splurge on you," he recalled.
it was our 4th month that he splurged his money on me! i hate that. i took a ride with him from my home. i was kinda confused on why was he driving to OT. he told me that he left something behind. yeah right. hah. so, yeah. i followed him to his locker room and waited for him outside. when he came out, he was holding onto a peice of cloth. i asked him a lot of questions but he just shuts up and blind-folded me. he made me walked up and down steps, to the left and right until i realised that the ground that i was stepping on was grass.
"why are we on the pitch?" i exclaimed while we continued walking.
"here, sit here. open your blind-fold," he intstructed.
when i took it off, i had the shocked of my life. our supposedly dinner by the bay was actually dinner on the pitch!
"have you told the gaffer about this?" i asked worriedly.
"relax, everyone knew about this," he explained.
nice. that was just so nice, i thought. after dinner, he brought me home. i meant his home. ahem...yeah but what was so unexpected was when he closed that wooden door, he walked up to me so that i'll be looking at him. okay, this is all i can say, our lips just met. okay...that's it! end of story!
cheers! -28th may 2006
esther!!!! i don't know what to do. eventhough i may be on taking terms to them or maybe just her, i am still quite disappointed. i don't even know how this problem occured! it just happened. maybe it's due to the news that we got when we're about to have our 1st MYEs but i'm not sure. that's what i think. yea, like i said, i was disappointed when i heard the tremendous news. it's so unlike her. i don't know why but from then on, i just felt like i don't know the 'old' her any longer. the 'new' her is just unacceptable for me. since then, seeing me talking to her is very rare. it's like once in a blue moon that i took the opportunity to open a conversation. however, the conversation seems shorter than expected. as an absent-minded person, please correct me if i'm wrong. it's like i'm the one who's opening the convo and not her. i know that i don't want any problems to happen during our last year in school but from my view, it's seems like they were the ones who were drifting apart. we are just being our normal self. even classmates who aren't even close to us realised the gapness amongst us. they have been asking us what happened but all i can answer is, it just happened. we somehow just drift apart.if you want things to go back to normal, try to open a conversation first. i can't be the one doing it, you know. you need 2 palms to clap. correct me if im wrong for that phrase. hees! heed my advice and i hope that things will change. this can't continue, guys and you know that.zan: heys, i heard from chloe that you read my that story thing.hahaha!!! i'm just bored la then, that story came into my mind. i like it!!! i'm not talking to c. ronaldo!!! whee!!!chloe: now you know that i'm a drama mama. what do you think a person should be if a person likes to write stories? i like doing that!mel: eventhough i'm not on talking terms with cristiano, you can't take him away from me! you have your stevie G alr! stick with him, chica!cheers!-23rd may 2006
7 more days to MT Os!!well, well...what am i doing online when I AM SUPPOSED TO BE PRACTISING MALAY!!! erm, it's not like i don't care but i can't help it. i'm a 1 marshmellow girl and that means i'm not gonna excel in the future. SHIT!!! oh...no. that ain't gonna happen! i am so 'proud' of my mid year exam results! you know why? i failed most of the papers! however, I AM DELIGHTED that i am there for my malay papers. I MISSED MY B4 BY A MARK!!! ARGH!!! mummy's gonna kill me this saturday. parents are to come to school to collect the report books PLUS to meet our form teacher. mrs. pillai better give good comments about me. i've been a very good girl lately. well, besides the homework part. hehe.i don't know what happened. i know that i have to accept change but i can't seem to accept the change that i am receiving. it's not like we are not talking to them, it's because of the change that is happening too fast. besides, that change ain't a good one and i'm kinda disappointed about it. however, it's their life. they can follow whatever path they want. we are not their mothers to control their life and i know i wouldn't want my life to be controlled by anyone else but God. i'm not sure what my friends thinks about them but i'm pretty sure they are not happy with their ultimately fast change. as for me, i don't mind being your friends but please follow the right path for once. i've been in the same situation before and i know how it feels like thus, i changed too, for the better. when i was in that situation, i was very immature. the things that i did didn't bring any good stuff in life but more troubles. so, here i am. a new person, and i love it but...i gotta reduce the football mania for a moment. thank God world cup's during June! phew!if you feel that i am talking about you, dear reader, i just hope that you'll understand. this is just how i felt. disappointed._____________________________________________________________________________________________-on the phone-"luis told me that he saw you and cesc together. is that true?" cristiano asked sternly." yeah, we were just hanging out. i went to the club we always go and coincidentally, i met cesc. i didn't see luis by the way," i explained."luis told me you were very close to cesc and you were having fun!" he shouted into the phone."he told this stupid joke! wouldn't you laugh? and for your info, i was drunk. like hell i need someone to hold onto!" i protested." yeah right. you're just making excuses. doing things when i am away and one more thing, you left the club with him too, "he said."he brought me home, ok! what IS your problem? at least i didn't go sleeping around with other guys unlike you!" i retorted."hey! don't bring that subject into this matter!" he exclaimed."huh...guilty! you're no better!" i said immediately, hung up on him and off my mobile.how could he just assume things without clarifying the matter with me?he's just so... argh!! i don't blame luis, though. he's just being a good friend to cristiano. gosh, shit just happens don't they? cristiano
VS cesc
Friday, May 19, 2006 Friday, May 19, 2006
so much of passing my mid year papers, what! if im not wrong, i passed either 1 or 2 subjects. i guess it's a common thing for the sec 5s to get this kind of marks as most of the normal top scorers failed what they used to passed tremendously! so it's like kind of expected to get in this situation.by the way, i remembered that my friend's boyfriend's friend wanna get to know me. when i got to check his friendster out, i got a shock of my life! it's not that i'm choosy with looks or what but he looks too old!! i feel rather uncomfortable with guys who are more than 3 years my senior. you may not know what's in their mind whenever they wanna make friends with girls. men! they're so unpredictable!just wanna wish my dear ARCHANA BALAKRISHNAN HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY!!! all the best in your future endeavours!!_______________________________________________________________________________________________I LAID MY EYES ON HIM FOR THE FIRST TIME:i was having a football match at OT training ground. it's a girls' team by the way. fortunately, my team won. i didn't really scored any goals but at least i contributed to make that goal happened. heh. anyway, after the match, we head back to our locker rooms to change. all of us were like untying our shoelaces and stuff ike that when the gaffer himself came into the room, followed by the new player.
"hey, he looks like he came from your side of your country. go check him out," alice teased.
" you meant spain? i dont know. i've heard about his transfer that's all," i said.
our coach told us that the gaffer wanted to talk to us about our performance today. he was impressed by some of the girl's performance. well, not to be thick-skinned, he liked my cross that day.
"can you ask cristiano if he has any comments about the match," boss asked.
so cristiano's interpreter did what he was told. cristiano had comments about the defenders that were kind of made them felt unhappy. however, he praised the midfielders and strikers! yea! without us, we wouldn't have won, alright!
the moment when our eyes met was when he commented the defenders in portuguese to his translater. i understood a little so i laughed. it WAS funny! he was surprised that i understood. well, i stopped laughing as he was looking at me. what an embarrassment!! later that day, he asked me if i wanted to have lunch with him. i didn't know he knows spanish! well, maybe a little. obviously, i agreed to it but i brought alice along. i feel uncomfortable just eating with him one on one. yeah, and that's when our friendship kinda started.
cheers!-19052006
Sunday, May 07, 2006 Sunday, May 07, 2006
ROY KEANE RETIREDi came home to find my mum and siblings not at home. i thought that they were spending their time at AMK ave 10 but no, they spent their time at my cousin's new house. so, they won't tell me ah. anyway, spent my time watching MUTV. starhub cable kinda like gave us free channels for a period of time. gotta make full use of it! watched Man Utd tv all the way!! then, kinda like realised that MUTV was airing, more of gonna air, the Roy Keane testimonial match at OT. i seriously didn't know that Roy was going to retire!! ARGH!!! if only i had the chance to meet him when Man Utd was in town long, long time ago! however, i was really young at that time hence i don't have much freedom to go out. life sucked at that time. i'm glad that i've overcome that part of life.
anyhow, that match was very exciting and intense! both teams really had that hunger for goals and really defended their turf as if it was so sacred! keano was in the celtic team for the first half. nothing really happened during the first 45 mins. when the referee blew his whistle again to mark the start of the 2nd half, the match was heating up! ever since keano became the Man Utd captain for the next 45 mins, the pace of the game was like a snap of a finger, fast. on the 55th mins, giggsy did a volley to cristiano where the ball was simply dribbled by cris and shot under the goalie's legs! GOAL!! that was nice, i must say. it's been a long time i've seen cris scored goals. anyway, the kinda touching part was when cris hugged keano. oh, those were the days... oh yea! before i forget,
players played:
howard(van der sar, half time)
pique(neville, half time)
ferdinand(silvestre, half time)
vidic
brown( lee)->don't know when
ronaldo(o'shea, 83')
giggs
evra(keane, half time)
richardson(campbell)-> don't know when
rossi(scholes, half time)
saha(solskjaer, half time)
well, it looks as if the whole team was substituted. hahaha but who cares? at least they had fun playing a last game with keano. as i wanted to say earlier, the 2nd half was like a trip down memory lane. with players like scholes, giggs, solskjaer and keane. yea, all those old timers. it's like dejavu! those were the days... i will surely miss it all.
well, i'm really gonna miss Roy Keane for sure. he's been a great captain for Man Utd for years. without him, i don't think the young players will learn from their mistakes as keano was famous with his critics.haha.
I SALUTE YOU, KEANO!!
cheers!
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all i can say is," WHOA!"cheers!
EXAMS EXAMS EXAMSa confirm fail for E. math, comb. humans and english. it'll be my first time failing english!!! i did tried my best for english but if i fail, it goes to show that I NEED PRACTICE!!! argh!!! whatever you spell that practise word. anyhow, E math. all those amigas of mine. you should know that i always fail it. that, i dont really bother, FOR NOW. the most worrisome[if there's such a word] thing is SOCIAL STUDIES. Anthony's soooo gonna manslaughter me!! i talked crap throughout my social studies paper!!! i wanted to cry right after i did the paper! i was so frighten that he'll, you know, do his 'stern stuff' on me!!Man Utd better maintain their second position!!! i dont wanna lose my face to my friend's who are not Man Utd fans. there'll gonna be a match against Charlton tonight[070506] at 12 midnight. of all time!! how i wish that i'm like living at Manchester. i'll save money just to watch every match. their tickets are costly but who cares?anyhoo, had a big misunderstanding with my darl cris the other day. i was so pissed off because he didn't play that well against Chelsea. so, i got fed up. he hasn't been playing that well nowadays.it's sooo annoying! however, it's very kesian/poor thing to see him get tackled but never get a free kick. i hate the reffs!! they are always not on his side! alrite, back to the quarrel. yea, so we had those shouts and pushing things until he told me to slap him. i cant do that!"go on, slap me! i now that i've been making you mad these days so, let your anger out and slap me!" cris ordered."i won't!!' i exclaimed.he just grabbed my wrist and started shouting at me. that was my first time seeing him being so furious at me. he scolded me, called me names to make me angry so that in the end i would slap him. well, yea i did in the end. i coludn't stop crying! i couldn't stop 'sayang-ing' his right cheek. imagine you had to slap a hot guy like him! my heart was sooo in pain! however, we're ok now. im so glad that it's over. dont wanna go through that thing again.haha, i know im just dreaming too much but what the hell. it's MY blog. i can write anything i want! besides, im not spamming anyone. hehes. alrite, garota here gotta go. cristiano es mucha guapo!!!
cheers! 7th may 2006
